Well, I guess its safe to say that I over
estimated my fitness and under estimated the demands of a marathon.
My preparation for the marathon wasn’t the
best. I only managed four runs, the longest of which (26k) was, until the
marathon, the furthest I’ve ever run before. I had wanted to do a final 32k run,
which I thought would be a good indication of how my legs would hold up on the
marathon, but my blister got too big and I decided to let it heal.
Although 26k was the furthest I’ve ever
run, I felt strong through out and thought I was fit enough to manage another
16k. My captain found this funny and looked at me if I was mad, but I knew
best. Well so I thought!
By the time race day rolled around, my blister
had shed the old dead skin to reveal a new, soft, pink layer. It really needed
more time, but it was good enough. When registering for the marathon, I had a
little wander round the expo and fortunately picked up some blister plasters,
called Compeed. I’m normally skeptical about products like these, but needs
must. The patches stood up to the huge test and passed with flying colours. After the marathon, I had no discomfort, pain
or extra blisters in the area, which was a huge, but pleasant surprise.
I was shocked at how many people ran the
marathon and it made me wonder how it would feel to be part of the London
Marathon. It was hard to get into any kind of rhythm in the first couple of k,
as people were all over the place, weaving in and out. By about 3k it had
calmed down a little, but I still had to concentrate on what the other runners
around me were doing.
Around the 7k mark I had settled into my
groove. I was finding the pace easy to maintain and decided to push a little
harder so that I was on the heal of my pacesetter. At about 12k my groin/pelvic
area started to feel tight. I hoped that it would just feel uncomfortable for a
few k’s and start to ease of. Unfortunately this wasn’t the case and it
gradually got worse. As a result of the stiffness my legs felt heavy and it was
an effort to run. By the 16k mark my pace had slowed to 05:30 /km, which was
00:30 slower than it should have been. Still I continued on and at the half way
mark I was clocked at 01:50. I knew now that a 03:30 finish wouldn’t happen but
I was still hopeful of a sub 04:00.
My pelvic/groin pain continued to worsen and
by 26k I was in agony. I can’t remember exactly when the 04:00 pace setter over
took me, but when he did I felt crushed and finally allowed myself to walk and
try and ease the pain. I was so annoyed
that my body had finally decided to break when it mattered. I couldn’t
understand why it was happening because apart from my blister, I’ve never
experienced any running related injuries.
Even now, the only explanation I can think of is that I hadn’t run for
two weeks prior to the marathon due to my blister and on my first run back I pushed
too hard.
This didn’t occur to me at the time and I
struggled to come to term with what was happening. Apart from the stiffness and
pain, I felt fine. I was running so slowly that my breathing was nowhere close
to a pant and I knew that if my legs would loosen, I could pick up the pace. For
a long time now I was being constantly over taken. Mentally, I wasn’t in a good
place, and watching people breeze past me mad it worse. I’d be lying if I said
the thought of quitting hadn’t crossed my mind (to be fair that’s what I wanted
to do when the 04:00 pacesetter went past) but I dug deep and made it to the finish
line in 04:31.
I’m not, or will ever be proud of the time
I completed this marathon in. I know a lot of people don’t agree with this, but
I’m a competitive guy and I know I can do better. I know now that I attempted
to run 42k at a pace that would have been a push to maintain for 21k. Still, I
wouldn’t change what happened. I’d prefer to blow up like I did and come away
with a lesson learnt, than to have finished in a quicker time, but be left
wondering if I could have done more. I gave it my all on the day and I can be
proud of that.
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